what are we fighting for? [Kacee]

[schuyler ann price]

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Skye sighed, positioning herself on the edge of the pier. She dipped her feet in the water, looking calmly up at the sky. She never had a break these days. If she wasn't exercising like a maniac, she was helping to move furniture, since she happened to be the strongest between herself and her mother. She had needed to get away for just a little bit, and had come to the pier, which she had heard so much about. It wasn't really anything special, but it was incredible, nonetheless. She leaned forward, dipping her fingers into the water, running them lightly through the small ripples that she made.

It was calming actually, being alone. Yet, the feeling of being alone brought back the memories of the times when she had felt desperately alone, enough to take her to the point that the outcome hadn't been too good, at first. She'd been sent to Military school, yet she was grateful for it. She loved the sense of respect she felt at her old home. It didn't matter if you were a soldier or not, if you were in Military School, people looked on you with reverence. Here, they either liked you, and were nice, or hated your guts, and were rude.

It burned her to think of that, she she shrugged it off. She leaned back on the pier, laying down on the warm wood that seemed to sway over the water. This place was deserted today, and frankly, Schuyler didn't care that it was. She closed her eyes as the setting sun warmed her face, and drifted off to a place where her mother wasn't making her move boxes or furniture. She laughed at herself. Her reasoning was stupid for being here, but she didn't care. She kept her eyes closed, assuming no one would be here. She might have been wrong.

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[kacee aydin jameson]

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[/i] he thought as he made a sharp U turn and drove straight towards the wooden bridge like structure. He never been here before, as surprising as it was. People usually flocked to piers, something about them screamed 'TRUST ME', and that was what he did. He pulled up in the parking lot not seeing any other cars. He breathed in a soft breath kicking the door shut not bothering to hit the locks and began the long walk to the end. He wasn't too far before he spotted a body, & not just anybody. It was Skye, he could tell it clearly from the blonde hair. He hadn't met anyone with hair like hers, at least not yet. He decided he'd drop his childish games and try and be serious for once so instead of sneaking up behind her like he first planned he simply approached her and sat down next to her,

"Didn't expect to see anyone here"

he said lightly as he looked down at the water, his legs folded so he sat Indian style. He didn't feel like removing his socks and shoes so this would have to do.[/ul][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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[schuyler ann price]

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Schuyler sat up sharply, her breath catching roughly in her throat to the point she coughed. She looked over at him, looking startled. "Like a freaking ninja." she muttered, a bit of a smirk on her features. She noticed his seriousness, and instantly calmed down, looking back out over the water, letting her shoulders loosen a bit. She took in a soft breath. "I needed to get away from my mother for a bit. She's a bit smothering, if you know what I mean..." she muttered now, laying back again and breathing in slowly. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting her mind clear, and then looked back up at him.

"So, if I may ask, why are you here?" she asked gently, sitting up again, finding herself becoming restless. She pulled her feet out of the water and sat on her knees. She was wearing a rather cute outfit today, something different from what she normally wore. It was a rather short black dress with skulls that had pink butterfly wings on them. It was a bit fuzzy on the bottom edge. Her shoes sat to the side of her, small, black heels. Her hair was curly today, and had a long pink streak in it.

She smiled at him softly, and then looked back to the water, waiting for his answer. She let her mind wander for a moment, and then suddenly brought herself back, remembering it was rude to do that. She'd gotten in trouble in Military School for daydreaming while the Sargent was talking. He'd call on her, and she would never remember what he was talking about. She sighed a bit, a small smile on her features.

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[kacee aydin jameson]

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[/i] he said to himself looking out at the water were he let his eyes stay locked. He didn't know what to say in response to what she said. Every time people around him moaned or complained he wanted to smack them right across the lips and scream in their faces. He didn't remember much of his mom anyways and his father threw out every single photo or item she ever owned almost as soon as she vanished. Maybe that's why he hated his dad so much, he felt like he stole her from him. The bastard wouldn't even allow him a simple picture. Kacee felt his face flush and began taking deep breaths to calm himself. He turned to Skye giving her his attention,

"I just needed to get out of that house. I don't prefer to be surround by those I 'strongly dislike'. Didn't mean to go all ninja on your alone time"

he said with a small smile tugging on the corner of his lips.He hated being in those moods and preferred not too. But it was summer and he couldn't help but think of his disgusting deed that happened around this time last year. He suddenly looked back out at the water. What was wrong with him? Anyone that met him would never believe he could of did something like that. He was a 'good kid'. This was the shit that happened in movies. He looked up at the sky and laid back on the pier and finally let the smile completely take over his features,

"Sometimes it's better to just not think, not talk, just sit"

he said folding his hands behind his head. But he did wanna talk, he had alot to talk about and he was sure his lady friend did too. Everyone had a story to tell and he still never heard hers,

"We're gonna play a game, I'll tell you something about me and you tell me something around you. I mean we're practically strangers..on a pier. That could be the title of a song."

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[schuyler ann price]

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Skye watched him as his face twisted into anger and sorrow, and then switched to a bit of a playful tone. She looked slightly bewildered by it, and tilted her head to the side, very slightly. She looked back out to the water while he spoke, and nodded when he said they would play a game. Nervousness instantly hit her, and she tensed. Tell something about herself...? The thought made her stomach turn. She bit her lip, and nodded reluctantly. She took the first opportunity, and spoke first.

"Well, the reason I was sent to Military School...it was because I got into trouble. After I turned 13, I went into a depression, and I couldn't get my father out of my head. I started to drink a lot, and one night I drank so much to the point I almost died; I was rushed to the hospital. My mother stepped in, and got me off it, got me help, and sent me to Military School. I haven't, and will never drink again. Not after what it did to me..." she said softly now, looking up at the sky now, closing her eyes.

The sky was darkening just a bit, and Skye felt a bit rebellious now, after telling her darkest secret. She bit her lip lightly, and looked towards him, waiting for him to speak now. "Your turn." she muttered softly, her voice small, fragile almost. She was nervous now, she didn't know why. But it wasn't normal. It was like he was completely different from the person she had met for the first time at the Gym...what was up?

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[kacee aydin jameson]

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he said regretting it as he spoke the words to her. Not even his sister knew all the details and it always made him feel dirty talking of it. He honestly didn't want to finish but what the hell, he already started. He took another deep breath before his finished.

"We ended up hot and heavy in the backseat. She like suddenly sobered up or something and kept telling me to get off and stop but something in me wouldn't let her go. Um....I uh, I kept her there. I held her down and.....I didn't plan on it. I really didn't, maybe I wanted to just scare her at first. I hit her and she started crying and begging and it seemed like it just drove me crazy. I ended up raping her in the backseat them shoved her out the car like she wasn't anything at all. Like it didn't mean anything to me"

he said lowly as his face flushed. He was so ashamed, he couldn't stand it and it made him hate himself at times. He couldn't even look at her.[/ul][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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[schuyler ann price]

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She was instantly on her feet, a bit of a wild look on her features. He took advantage of a woman? The race that she was most related too? She glared at him, feeling anger well up in her stomach, and it overflowed in a matter of moments. She was clenching her fists, and suddenly wished that she was still in possession of the gun she was issued for target practice in Military School. She was that angry.

"H-h-how dare you." she suddenly let the snarl rip through her throat. "I suppose you expect me to trust you now? After you raped a girl? Newsflash for you. Your an idiot. You should have just let her go. And my god, if you come near me I won't hesitate to hit you." she growled, picking up her heels, pulling them on rapidly, and stamping angrily down the pier. Her temper flared over and over again, and she swallowed the bile in her throat, and kept herself from turning back time and time again. She wanted so badly to go back and just hit him, and hit him hard. She actually thought he'd be a legit friend, not a rapist.

She couldn't believe this. She'd trusted him with her secret, one that she couldn't even dream of telling anyone else, and then he tells her this. She felt a tugging in her stomach, and she pressed her hand to her forehead, trying to calm herself down. She cursed herself for not driving here. She really wanted the comfort of her dad's old yellow mustang...

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[kacee aydin jameson]

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he said trying his best to stop himself from saying something he would in turn regret. He bit down on his cheek till his tasted blood, his hands balled up tightly into fist. It had been awhile since he'd been this angry and for some reason he felt like he was being attacked. With a shake of his head he took a step towards her,

"Trust is a funny thing isn't it? It seemed like you trusted me enough to tell me yours and thats how I felt. You screaming at me, that shits not cool and I don't fuckin' like it."

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[schuyler ann price]

["YouSaidThePainWouldGoAwayForGood,Love

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Skye turned around and faced him, venom tracing every word she said. "Just leave me alone. I don't fucking care." she snarled at him, a look of pure sadness and anger forming in her gaze. She looked him straight in the eye, and then her gaze as well as her voice turned cold. Frigid. "A soldier never shows emotion." she whispered to herself, and turned away, saying nothing more.

As she walked, sympathy welled up in her stomach, she felt angry at herself now. But she didn't want to turn back. He was too angry for her to do that. She also just wanted to try and sort her actions out herself. Everything just hit her so fast that she hadn't been able to take it too well. She was just pitying herself though, and it made her skin crawl to be doing that. She shook her head, walking until she was far enough away from him...

[Skye Exit]

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